The heart rate was only 74 bpm. The sac is abnormally shaped. Pair them together, and the nurse said the likelihood of miscarriage is extremely high. If it doesn't happen in the next week, I have an ultrasound scheduled next Wednesday to figure out what's going on.

I'm in shock. I thought I had been protecting myself from feeling all of this, but I didn't do a very good job. I'm really struggling with the fact that I have this life inside of me that's fighting for a chance to live, and I can't do anything about it.

I am a very sad story indeed.